I never thought I’d be in this position. The last month of my life has been the strangest whirlwind of physical and emotional debris and I never thought it would happen to me. But it did. Let me take you back to July 3rd. I was at work, and I was feeling a little off.Continue reading “My Abortion Story”
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A Reminder: Your Inner Child Needs a Hug
I’ve been dealing with some anxiety lately, and I easily waved it off and blamed it on being worried about my family or THE NEWS… And when I say I have been dealing with anxiety, this is what it looks like – it’s hyper-fixating and staring at the physical things that are making me insecure,Continue reading “A Reminder: Your Inner Child Needs a Hug”
The Rage II
I am full of anger. I am full of despair. Fear. Hopelessness. Frustration and a sort of…. powerlessness. Like my hands are tied behind my back and I’m just screaming but no one can hear me. Obviously this has been a really shitty week in a really shitty several years in America. I am desperatelyContinue reading “The Rage II”
2021 is OVER
While I sit here trying to process the news of Betty the White’s death, I thought maybe I should just try to sum up the year while I’m at it. We lost Betty White today. She was an absolute legend in entertainment. She was hilarious, groundbreaking, and all in unassuming sweet packaging. That was partContinue reading “2021 is OVER”
Home
It’s probably obvious if you know me or have been following up with me for a bit that I am in a phase of transition and have been for a few years. There are growing pains for sure, but I am a caterpillar who is trying to claw and wiggle my way out of aContinue reading “Home”
Imposter Syndrome
My inner saboteur is louder than anything else right now. I was in a room full of people and she had me convinced that I am an imposter, a fraud. I don’t belong there. I am unworthy. No one wants to know this person (me). I don’t even want to know her. She belongs noContinue reading “Imposter Syndrome”
Kill Your Idols
As a fangirl, I fully understand getting into a celebrity and becoming obsessive to an unhealthy degree. I get it. Especially when times are hard. I have been there. It’s important to remember that even celebrities are human. They say the wrong things sometimes. They make mistakes. They shit on the toilet and make aContinue reading “Kill Your Idols”
The Pandemic Diaries: This Was Not How This Week Was Supposed to Go………..
Living with my mother is usually fine, but it’s often also very frustrating. The transition from senior citizen to senior citizen who is unable to take care of herself is slow and painful and this week, whether it is actually the beginnings of that transition or if it’s something else, has been jarring, triggering andContinue reading “The Pandemic Diaries: This Was Not How This Week Was Supposed to Go………..”
The Pandemic Diaries: The Wall
I think the idea of the emotional wall has been going around recently, especially now that we are coming up on a full year of dealing with the COVID pandemic. A lot of people have hit this wall. We are all going through different aspects of this and we are all dealing with it differently,Continue reading “The Pandemic Diaries: The Wall”
The Pandemic Diaries IV
All of these emotions seem to come in waves. Sometimes I rage like a storm at the world that is so wrong, sometimes I feel trapped like a caged animal who is forced to perform at the circus, all while possibly exposing myself while no one seems to hold my life in any regard whatsoever.Continue reading “The Pandemic Diaries IV”
Dawning 